Through the lens of my eyes

I don't know how you spend you christmas holidays....but I sure didn't like mine..... I fall sick!! Had fever for one day + cold sweats and diarrhoea the second day with a BP of 90/50 only. Not fun!!.... While my LUF gang were having fun at the 'B-eat' gathering....I was at home.....HIBERNATING...~!!!.....so kelian!! >< ....but I tell you...after 2 days of minimal oral intake and after those 'cleansing' that I had through the other end of the exit.....hor ~!...my tummy was so FLAT!........... (ya...it's gone now...after I start eating... @.@) You know how the chinese drama series always show the goddess 'flying' around on a big piece of clouds.....well I kind of experience that this morning when I came to work....except I had no clouds underneath my feet....and I was already 'floaty'.....and stars were orbiting around my forehead..... First stop of the day........deng deng deng....meeting with lady boss....it was such a long mee

The crowd in the pub just cheered! It’s Christmas day!! And I am sitting in front of Life cafe, writing to you. Santa~, thank you for the present, I like it :) ……!! Never have I thought that ‘a dog’ can teach me about life. How wrong was I? The first thing that went through my head when I saw that dog was ' What on earth has happened to him?? '  …...seeing him so determined to get to the other end of the busy road, I stopped my car for a moment to let him through…..and I followed him all the way. For the first time, a scene like this sank my heart, he was pondering back and fro, wondering if he can jump through the drain with him, being 3 legged! He doubted……. and changed his mind……. I followed behind with my camera in my hand….he explored the area…….and shortly after that.... he knew that he needs to OVERCOME THAT FEAR to get to where he wants to go. Watching from a distance, I didn’t know what I can do for him other than feeling worried and sorry for him.......:(..

Just like mice love cheeses ...... cats love fish ..... dogs love bones.... ... I LOVE COFFEE ~!! :)  Love it so much that if I get bad coffee....I sort of curse the barista who made it... -___-....APA NI????.... spoit my mood nia ~ Just look at this....SO NICE~!!... Coffee is not a beverage...it is a moment of pleasure... There are only 2 kinds of conversation needed for good marriage...coffee talk...and pillow talk.. :) HAHAHAHA....and I love this one too....   if you don't fit this....you must be the Ice blended....hehehe...then it should go like this: Men should be like Ice blended coffee, COOL, SENSITIVE and HEART MELTING. (aiyo~..if like that...hot coffee suits me better....) Hehehe...thanks to big sis...I love the 2011 table coffee calendar :) Da jie....~ ~!! I found my solution to my'three thirty-itis'.... I should just STARE at my coffee calender and do this...... Wuu ~ ~ !! The cup of coffee that never finishes...wu ~ ~Very nice ~ :)....:)...:)..

HAHAHAHA.....it's so funny.....and it all started with my conversation with my mom. Me: ...Ma~ yesterday XN (my best friend) registered her marriage lo!.....Patrick xue zhang (our part time brother) ...was asking for her number all the way from Aus....so I send XN a message to warn her before telling him her number .....(as my best friend wanted to keep it 'low' profile....and only let others know when she has her wedding dinner next year) ....... Me: .....hmm...I wonder how Patrick xue zhang knew ah???? Mom: .... *while blow drying her hair with a fan * .....OHH~!! ... maybe it's ME!..... Me: ....HARR????..... Mom: ....ne....I met your Patrick xue zhang in Taiwan...and he was asking about you.....and he mentioned about XN too...so I just popped out like that lor....~ ~ ~ Me: HoRRR~ ~!!!!......MOM~!!! ....!!....XN wants to keep it low profile....~!! Mom: .....hahahahahah.....how do I know??? You didn't tell me.....!!! Me: ..... ( that is very sma

I have so much to say right now....so many things running through my head.....and I know I need to write this down to sort my thinking out...... ****************** I went ICU this morning....and was caught with the beeping sound....looking around...I found the source.....it was the monitoring screen....showing straight lines.....sign of lifeless.....with the curtain half pulled from where I was standing I saw the medical team rescuing him...... I walked past the bed and move to see my patient....who was just lying next to him......my heart sank....the beeping sound was still there....my mind was blank...... Just yesterday I saw the patient struggling to breathe....I alerted the nurse....only then I was told he was a time bomb...he shall go anytime........ Never have I expected to see the time bomb exploded during my ward round.........there was nothing I can do for that man....my mind went blank again....staring at the patient in front of me.......another one struggling with his l

ARGGGGGGGG~~~~!!!!!! I HAVE CRAVINGS!!!!!!!!! I WANT MY COFFEE AND CAKE!!! BUT I DIDN'T LIKE THE ONLY CAKE SOLD IN CAFE - SWISS ROLL  =.= NO COFFEE LEFT SOMEMORE..... (=.=  x 2) SO I DROVE ALL THE WAY TO GET AT LEAST An INSTANT COFFEE......AND A CAKE..... HAPPILY THINKING ABOUT TO GET A CHOCOLATE CAKE...with or without CHEESE....hmmm.hmmm....THE PERFECT MATCH!!! I GOT MY COFFEE ALRIGHT......AND I FOUND MY CAKE TOO~~~ !!! HOHOHO...!!!! HUH???...... WAIT WAIT WAIT.... WHO WAS THAT???...... THAT HOHOHO????...... so I look closer........ AND I FOUND...........  ....... .......... ............. A FLY......WHICH I THOUGHT WAS A CHOCOLATE CHIP.... @_@..... HE IS EATING UP MY CAKE!!!! !!!!!!!!!!! DAXN YOU!!! AHHH!!! NO CAKE FOR ME......!!!!... NO CAKE!!!! =.= x n times~!!!

Hi Bloggie~!! I have something happy to share with you :).Just minutes ago....kor kor (= my brother) gave me a letter :)......nicely folded and with 'BiBi' writen on it....that is me...my name STRICTLY just for my family :) ******************* I am the youngest at home....and I am 8 years apart from my brother. Added on with the differences of our up bringing....The only memory I have of my brother....was him playing rough with me....and broke my toe nail......-_-....kor...not a good memory to keep in my head forever lah~! Then, when I was in Kuching...he was studying overseas...;when I was studying overseas...he was back to kuching....then when I am finally back in kuching....He is married...and I am promoted to 'aunty' already.... :P There is the lack of chance for me to know him more...our converstion had always been shallow....'eaten or not?...what are you up to?'....'kor, not enought $$ liao...can you please send for me??'.....even though de

That young man....from a foreign country .....is in his early 20s'....after a fall from the bicycle....he is now lying on the bed....with his mother by his side...guarding him....just like any mom would do to protect her baby......with a tube through his nose....and the surgery stiches (which really looked like 'stapler')  on this head......the mother gently wiped his face........I see her love towards her son....but when will he be awake again???......it is another question that has yet to be answered....... *************** 29th November 2010....'D' wanted me to do translation for him in Mandarin to the young man's parents. .......I told myself  'Okay Ming...remember...Just be a TRANSLATOR...no adding or missing info...GO NOW~!' .... My first round of translating between 'D' and the mom was smooth...we got her questions answered...and we got our info we want from her....however...I was being asked to get back to the ward again during lunch